Wednesday, February 08, 2006

My world is blue



I had every intention of putting orange or yellow into this post. But, no. Blue, blue my world is blue. I have run a gauntlet of feelings after hearing of my previous boyfriend's death. I haven't seen him in close to ten years and we have not been a couple in more than eighteen years. His older brother died four years ago. I just cannot imagine what his parents must be going through. I just hope it wasn't suicide. His best friend committed suicide a couple of years back. This life can be so hard and so cruel.

1 comment:

Tabor said...

I so sorry you are blue. News like this takes your breath away and it takes some time of pensive thought to get it back. Time will heal but it is no fun going through this time.